You'll surely judge me after reading this, trust me.
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Dati kalaro ko lang sila, ngayon ang lalaki na! Cute nang mga baby girls ko! Meet Ching and Chai. :) Hihi. Nilalaro nila si lola.. Mga pacute na bata! :)
Dear 20 year old self, This would be the last teenage drama note you'll ever receive from my 19 year old self. In just a few days, another year will come though Age doesn't really matter and age is just a number. And yep, I don't celebrate my birthday too so turning into 20 doesn't really matter to me. Well, my 19 year old self is writing this because for her, she experienced a lot of things so far. I think this phase of her life is the beginning of what they called "adulting" and for her it was really uneasy. My 19 year old point-of-view: These past few days, 4 days to be exact, I feel so worthless. All I did was to sleep longer than normal. It's like I don't wanna wake up and I dont want to face the world. I feel guilty at the same time 'cause I'll just woke up to eat and the fact is I'm just staying at my aunt's house. I don't go to school for 2 weeks now and I resigned at work. I wanna withdraw myself to everyon...
Time check it's 12:01 am... I decided to write here while drying my hair 'cause I dyed my roots and also listening to soothing OPM songs like Buwan, Kathang-isip, Kung wala ka, Di na muli and etc. More importantly I am writing now 'cause I have a lot of words inside my mind and I need to let it out. I'm kinda teary right now and I want to cry. Just to let you know, it's my 3rd day of mens so I think it has an impact I guess? I know it's not a PMS but girls are emotional when they have. As you all know, I'm writing most of the time because I'm sad and blue and a lot of words we're playing in my mind. "Halo-halo eh, andami kong naiisip tungkol sa future ko, whether it's good or bad." Na aansha ako sa mga naiisip ko. I'm thinking about my mom. All the time. Hindi lang siguro halata, hindi naman kasi ako showy kung gaano ko kamahal yung tao o kaimportante sya sa akin. Pero sya lagi kong iniisip at pinapanalagin. Na sana....
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