The old soul millenial

Traveling alone was part of my bucket list. I'm 16 by then and I promise to myself that I'm going to travel at the very young age. Then voila! Mission accomplished. I traveled outside the country ALL BY MYSELF at the age of 19. I know I'm not the only person who did solo travelling at the young age but I can't contain the joy to myself. So let me just share my solo travelling experience in Thailand. Elephants, temples and street food these are the things that comes to my mind when I heard Thailand. Since it would be my first solo travel, I want to go to some part of South-east Asian country where I can spend less (since I don't have a lot of savings). I'm actually thinking what country will I visit, 'cause I would like to go to either to these three: Cambodia, Thailand and Vietnam.  And since I love Mario Maurer (insert heart emoji here), I decided to go to Thailand.  Actually, I'm planning to travel while I'm still 18 yrs.old. But I realized...

Time check it's 12:01 am... I decided to write here while drying my hair 'cause I dyed my roots and also listening to soothing OPM songs like Buwan, Kathang-isip, Kung wala ka, Di na muli and etc. More importantly I am writing now 'cause I have a lot of words inside my mind and I need to let it out. I'm kinda teary right now and I want to cry. Just to let you know, it's my 3rd day of mens so I think it has an impact I guess? I know it's not a PMS but girls are emotional when they have. As you all know, I'm writing most of the time because I'm sad and blue and a lot of words we're playing in my mind.  "Halo-halo eh, andami kong naiisip tungkol sa future ko, whether it's good or bad."  Na aansha ako sa mga naiisip ko.  I'm thinking about my mom. All the time. Hindi lang siguro halata, hindi naman kasi ako showy kung gaano ko kamahal yung tao o kaimportante sya sa akin. Pero sya lagi kong iniisip at pinapanalagin. Na sana....

If you were given a chance to invent something what would it be? A time machine-- I said.  But no, I can't invent a time machine and no one can. If I ever had an illness like Drew Barrymore has on 50 first date, I'll pick one memory and that was I'm with you whether its good or bad. If there's one people I wanna live together for a lifetime  it's you and always you.   " and I have hope toward God, which hope these [men] themselves also entertain, that there is going to be a resurrection of both the righteous and the unrighteous. " (Acts 24:15) I k now and truly believe what Bible has promised. But would you blame me If I really miss you so much? If I really want to see you as soon as possible?  My cousins and I had a conversation about some stuff. My cousin Abby shared her feelings on what her dad told about the teasing between her (abby) and the guy (who has a feelings for her). Her dad told her aunt not to tease them 'cause...

How's life? It's been a month since we had our last conversation on IG. You know what, I'm currently listening to the songs that makes me remember you. Songs like: Take me home by Us the Duo how would you feel by Ed Sheeran Castle on the hill by Ed Sheeran Kung wala ka by Hale, one of my favorite opm songs and I believe favorite mo din kasi lagi kong napapansin na lagi mong mina-my day sa IG. Mundo by IV of spades kasi kamukha mo si Unique at parehong lab ko kayo ni Unique. Currently listening to these para feel na feel ko yung pagsulat ko sayo. I really want to talk to you  through IG kasi dun lang naman pwede, dahil hindi naman kita fino-follow na sa ibang social media and even though I have your number syempre hindi naman ako ganun pa ka-desperate to text you. Ayokong ako yung mag first move (pero parang ako naman talaga nag first move like following you first on IG then you followed me back na lang haha). So yun na nga I wanna talk to you, but I don't kn...

Dear 20 year old self, This would be the last teenage drama note you'll ever receive from my 19 year old self. In just a few days, another year will come though Age doesn't really matter and age is just a number. And yep, I don't celebrate my birthday too so turning into 20 doesn't really matter to me.  Well, my 19 year old self is writing this because for her, she experienced a lot of things so far. I think this phase of her life is the beginning of what they called "adulting" and for her it was really uneasy.  My 19 year old point-of-view: These past few days, 4 days to be exact, I feel so worthless. All I did was to sleep longer than normal. It's like I don't wanna wake up and I dont want to face the world. I feel guilty at the same time 'cause I'll just woke up to eat and the fact is I'm just staying at my aunt's house. I don't go to school for 2 weeks now and I resigned at work. I wanna withdraw myself to everyon...